.. So um yeah here . (:

.. I think I have something wrong with me, seriously. I keep getting all these 'bladder infections' .. this will be my 5th one, and I take the antibiotics it clears up pretty much no pain, nothing.. then it just hops right back. And there painfullllll x( .. I still have some pain kllers left from my last one, they make your pee turn red, and your body fluids. xD , Anyway mom and I said enough, I'm making an appointment to get an x-ray, or whatever the hell there going to to. Hopefully they wont find anything too serious.. u__u; I'm stressed out enough. Hopefully its just me prone to getting them or whatever, .. because my aunt just used to get them.. for nothing.. she just usd to get them all the time and some women are like that. xD

Anyways.. my brother got out of jail like a week ago, for the second time.. yeah. We went to dinner and everything with the whole fam, it was great because we never did that in a LONG time. I was telling him I was planning on getting a job down at studio maxx. He said he would get me my own gun and all the things needed for tattooinglol. I was all bestkind xD , you should see my brother, he has alot of tattos already, but your probably getting the image of him being a superbadguy.. if you met him you would know he not, hes actually REALLY nice, he just has some issues, and a really bad temper. He looks really healthy now and everything.. hes not a skinny twig, hes perfect he has a nice weight. Hopefully he will change this time and smarten up.. for his family and his little daughter.. and his other daughter on the way.. u_u; .. ok im rambling on too much now. xD

So thats it, I'm trying to make more time for my art but i'm always out busy with life.. yessss.

Anywayyyssssss .. -poofgone-